I've Got A Disease

It leaves a stain on every one of my good days.
But I am stronger than you know, and I have to let it go.
Feels like it's making a mess.
I'm hell on wheels in a black dress.
Well, I think that I'm sick.
I've got a disease, deep inside me,
Makes me feel uneasy.
I can't live without it,
Tell me what am I supposed to do about it?
Keep your distance from me, don't pay no attention to me... I got a disease.
It's called Bipolar Disorder.

Maybe I'm Crazy... Probably

When everything that you thought you were supposed to know about the world ... changes ... there is no safe place to go, but within your own mind.  "There was something so pleasant about that place. Even your emotions had an echo, and so much space".  "Well, out there, yeah, I was out of touch.  But it wasn't because I didn't know enough, I just knew too much".  If the innocence in your spirit has been damaged in some way, then you, indeed, know too much.  You've seen the darker side to reality.  But that kind of crazy can also bring a wealth of knowledge.  You're perception of life is changed, and you can see many things a lot clearer in the end.  When you've stared Crazy in the face, it becomes that much easier to recognize Crazy in others.